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Jill Zarin was 'devastated' after the loss of her husband Bobby.
But the Real Housewives Of New York alum 'didn't cry at the funeral' held on January 15 after he passed from a long battle with thyroid cancer.
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'I thought there was something wrong with me. I’m like, "Why am I the only one not crying and everybody’s crying," because I had already mourned, weeks before, months before, a year ago.' said the 54-year-old to Page Six on Friday.
'Nobody cried more than me in the hospital, literally. It’s crazy. But now, Bobby would want me to move on,' she added.
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The reality star recently revealed how she is coping after the loss of her husband of 18 years on January 13.
'Now I’m back to reality. Today I was in the grocery store and I’m just shopping and all of a sudden I hear one our songs, Barry White, and I...
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