They say a pic is worth s thousand words. That's the man who is my "best friend" one night and my worst enemy the next. I had a woman stop me in the airport today to tell me she was praying for me. I said thank you, but the in my head I said, don't waste your prayers on this nonsense. Pray for kids to stop dying from cancer. As I head back to family court this week, my heart is heavy knowing his goal is to keep our child from me for over two weeks and honestly, just sad -this pic was taken a few weeks ago. I thought life was heading towards peaceful. I don't pray at night for the stars to align -I'm praying for my friends that don't get their babies back "after two weeks". This sucks, don't get me wrong, but my heart is so heavy as I watch helpless as the first Christmas without Tessa nears. So, please, of all the things to pray for --pray for these parents that are missing their babies forever.