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My husband, Mac, and I both grew up in Christian homes with loving parents. There is no perfect family, though. For instance, my mother suffered with mental health issues. While growing up, I thought I would never struggle with that because I felt strong and invincible.
Mac and I married and set up our perfect little home. We were ready to experience whatever life brought our way. We believed our love could conquer all things. However, Mac decided following Jesus wasn’t the most adventurous life. I would wake up in the middle of the night worrying what others would think if they knew how messed up our marriage had become.
Panic - Attacks - Stomach - Knots - Doctor
I started experiencing panic attacks, and my stomach stayed in knots. I was continually going to the doctor for medications. I didn’t realize my secrets and fears were affecting not only my spiritual life, but also my emotional and physical well-being.
I was struggling in a cloud of depression and anxiety as we were walking down a path of destruction. I finally decided I needed to quit trying to be Mac’s Holy Spirit. I realized he had to make his own decisions and face the consequences for them.
When I realized I...
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